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2009-12-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

hellooooo. starfish is back.

I miss everyone, esp dear wskvians who did fyp with me for the whole of 3 months.
and thank goodness everything went well at the day of presentation :)
great job guys.
pssssst. im still evony-ing. for those who think it's a dumb game, it probably might be? but it's actually a great game for making friends and for chatting. especially talking to people who arent local. the conversation feels very new, and fresh.

october, november passed D:
and as expected, i'm really complaining about how attachment sucks. hahaha.
it's not that the company sucks. the company rocks. but working just suck. almost have no time to catch up with friends at all, i miss talking to people, people miss talking to me, and i miss dancing the most. but i promise i'll make time just for you peeeeeeps. >_<

in these 3 months, what have i learnt? LOL. i learnt a lot alot in these 3 months. my future path for my career has much been decided i guess, i enjoyed doing what i was doing all these while, although it's stressful and time consuming. i might go into vid-editing/post prod.

*mum just nagged*
i'm supposed to sleep now, but i think i'll finish up this post.

hahaaha. i enjoyed working as a team pretty much, although sometimes it can be pretty frustrating. communication and bonding between members were the most important :/ we wouldn't be able to do any shiet without it. lol. i hope my friends who're currently doing fyp now will work hard on that, and good luck ^_^v

it's the xmas season now, i bought many presents and i still owe birthday presents. sorry maojie and nu er. i still owe you guys presents. i dont know what good things can i get, but i know i'll find one pretty soon :P company's celeb nxt wed, looking forward to it!

i have something else to say.

people you know online is dangerous. very. and it's evil. lol.
but not in every case. :P
i meet super sweet and good friends online toooo.

keep a lookout for the next post, need some sleep. x)

2009-10-07T21:03:00.002+08:00

it's been 5 weeks. :/
yessssss, 5 weeks.
sorry about the lack of entries.

I was too busy with my fyp until i couldnt bother to do anything everyday after i've reach home. i always knew there were things to do in school but i just couldnt get myself to do it sometimes. argh. i need more TIME. TIME. TIME. the weekends arent enough for me to spend.

Anyway i just gotten my first MC and absent for fyp for the first time. flu, sore throat, whole bodyache. shucks. D: i hope i get back in track asap. cant afford to waste anymore time. now that the footage are in our hands, we should get cracking. jy team.
I missed my popping lesson too ._.

Recently I've lost touch with a bunch of friends, i didn't have the energy to catch up. sorry, everyday after i've reached home i just feel like falling asleep. i just didn't have the mood. my weekends are spent resting at home, going grandma's place, or either short outings just for a few hours. D:
but at least i've met up with Mel and Amanda last week :D hehhh. jiayou girls ((:

what's there to play online?
Actually i couldn't really find any proper games to spend my time on. dota is simply too energy draining, the only games I can play are Facebook applications. Maybe I should go back to my drama spree.. hahaha.

I wish fyp would be over soon, but I think I'll probably be complaining about attachment after fyp ends. lol. after that i'll grad from poly and go NS alr.. uggggh D: time files.

i'm going offfffffffffffffff.
bye guyss :)

2009-08-31T22:39:00.002+08:00

well, im back to blog. :)
it's been a really long time, isn't it?

my last 2 weeks of my holidays in polytechnic life just ended, i'll be doing projects and attachment all the way till i grad nxt feb/march. hmmm, my final year project just started today, and i could say it was really a crappy day. D: waste lotsa time.
but i shouldn't complain so much, time to slack, why not? :S

anyway, time to update some stuff about my arcade!
Jubeat Ripples just released last friday. :D woosh! it was definitely a good update. i dont need to play so hard to unlock my fav song, 'In the Name of Love' anymore! i just unlocked it just now after playing 3 credits. heheh. im s4 white now. xD
nice songs such as Bigbang-HaruHaru, GyaShan, HotLimit, are added now! yeshh! i havent passed Evans though.. .______.

Basketball.. hmmm. another competition coming up! now it's at Virtualand.
Qualifying rounds: 7th-9th Sep, Monday - Wednesday @ 3 Locations. I'll be going to PS on Mon.
Finals: 11th Sep, Friday @ Bugis
i'll give my really best this time round. :) hope to get 1st or 2nd.

i watched where got ghost that day, it was really funny, hahaha. but the cg.. whoops. kinda @_@!
i think they have a tight budget ba.. haha. overall i think the movie was fine.

my fellow dreamers went to genting during the 2 week holiday! i hoped they enjoy much, and thanks a lot guys for the shirt you guys bought for me!

friends from LA are coming back soon! yay! :D
nu er! XD

yup that's all for this update ((:
i still love LOCKING. but i hardly have the time to practice. argh.

2009-08-28T01:08:00.002+08:00

fight for what you want.
i don't think im trying hard enough

2009-08-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry, so, so sorry .______.

happy birthday mel.
wishing you a great year ahead (:

2009-08-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

so many things to blog about, im just simply lazyyyyy :/

2009-08-07T00:59:00.006+08:00

ah, woke up damn early today. hahaha. mum woke me up at 9.30am, but i woke up at 10 instead.
why must i wake up so early? BECAUSE im going to the NIKE SALE AGAIN. hahaha!
not that i'm a super NIKE fan k, is just i wait too long for adidas sale until they dont have any sale T___T somemore i'm broke.

i bought a pair of shoes on wed night, and another pair on thurs. WOOO FOR NIKEDUNKS.
imba sale, i SWEAR. jx and wz bought a pair each too. hah.

after tt we went down to sch for mocap.. but old moon called to say sth's going on the lab @_@ so we didnt capture our data at all. must do it first thing in the morning tomorrow! T__T deadline next wed.. rawrr..

after that we went to dhoby to eat, then went abit of arcading, den i went off to find meltanwx and amanda at clark quay :D

i enjoyed a lot! we went to settlers cafe from 6pm to 10pm, and played a lot of lame games. hah!! but not all our games were lame k!
rummikub is damn fun mannn, i wanna buy the real board game alr. ARGH! it should be quite expensive i suppose. maybe $59.90? D:
wait with them to take the bus den i went home alrd.. nv take any pictures! ><

thanks meltanwx for the goodies from jap!
i've eaten 50% of them alr although it's like less den 3 hrs u passed me the food =_='

yupp, that's all.
long day @ school tomorrow! D:
nights all (:

2009-08-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

ahhh, i feel so sleepy today. ever since i woke up. D:

arghhhhh. yeah. i lost in my first compy for my arcade bball. im disappointed, and regret T__T but at the same time, i dun really regret too? it might be a good thing. haha.
i have more time to do my stuff, and more time to practice locking :D

i was 32 points short to proceed to the next round.. it was 3028-3060. bleh. it's very very close, and i really didnt try my best to play. i kept saving energy and until i couldnt win in the end cause the score difference was getting wider. well, that's what happens if games are played competitively, you only have ONE chance, and either you WIN or you LOSE.

i wont be participating in anymore bball compies i guess, unless sudd a virtualand one pops out :s

i went to fairprice with my dad in the evening, and i bought DAMN LOTSA junk food. lol. i must must must get fat! everytime at night hungry one. im sure you guys tooo! i'm like still 39.3kg.
i reached 40kg 2 days ago though! it's a big improvement alr hahaha.

meeting up with mel and amanda on thurs! yay~~

bbye!

2009-08-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

I lost.

more to come tomorrow.
keep a lookout for an update.

2009-08-01T10:49:00.002+08:00

focus, concentrate, accuracy, speed, stability, and most importantly, be CONSTANT.
3 hours to the finals.

2009-08-01T01:44:00.003+08:00

hey guys! it's the start of August!

yeahhhh
FINALS STARTING IN 12 HOURS TIME!
thanks friends for all the support!
i will do my best tomorrow (:

p.s. i totally REGRET not dancing earlier and get into FBodz. ARGHHHHH.

g'night!

2009-07-29T23:29:00.003+08:00

tiring!
just finished 5-6 rounds of dota straight. hahahh.
was looking at some weirdos scolding and cursing each other at the Garena lobby after my game. -.-
these guys really put their talent to waste, lol, should represent sg for debating!

well, anyway, tdy was another boring day at sch.
esp production pipeline scripting.
hate scripts, hate programming. i cant code anything. it's not i cant be bothered to learn, it's just too much for the mind to take it -_-
thanks Ragefire aka mao shifu for always guiding me along for any prog modules. hahah :D

tomorrow im going shopping with my mum @ wisma. she got a $100 esprit voucher from my auntie. can buy clothesssss~ yes! shun bian maybe i buy a few more tees or pants. HAH.

left with a few more weeks den holiday liaoooo.

i'll do my best for this saturday's compy!
YESYESYES. thanks friends for all the luck and encouragements (:

from what've heard, this skin is much better eh? hahah! good!
go tag for fun leh. you guys read and dont even tag. -.-
at least make some noise? @_@

g'night :D

2009-07-28T14:17:00.004+08:00

oh yes!
a new skin. finally ehhhh? hahah.
it's not fully done yet :S

thanks xuanmehmeh for providing me with the skin, love the layout.

hmmm, haven't been blogging the past few weeks because there're loads of things to do. assignments, training, dancing.. and many many more. -_-'
hardly even have time to game sometimes :/

the finals is this sat, and hardly have time to train anymoreeeeeeeeeeee.
uggggggh!
visit the link below for more details (:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/event.php?eid=103688739911

preparing to go out soon, will update again real sooon!

2009-07-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

sorry for the LONGGG mia-ing period.
im really busy these few weeks @_@

anyway,
i'll be revamping my blog within this week!
i hope i get it done by coming Friday. ha!

cya darlings <3
take care!

2009-07-06T01:14:00.003+08:00

back to school.
happy? (: or sad? ):

hmmm! 3 wk hols are over.
is it just me, or i keep feeling i have hols? -_-'
the hols should be spread out more though.. D:

maybe a break in between attachment and fyp? ugggh.
pretty scared it'll be like hyper duper stressed during that period of time.
im just feeling so slack during year3. lol. the modules are quite empty. and DRY. -.-

a short advert below for SexyDiamond o_o! enjoy :D it's pretty cool. hah.
ben from osch started it, i think.

im gonna sleep now, nightttttt all.
miss you! :D

2009-06-30T01:01:00.004+08:00

im back.
revived or refreshed?

woosh. im back to blogging, finally. probably might be an long post this time. :D

ah, yeah. the reason why i've been MIA (missing in action) for so long. i was down with a 38.6 fever on Saturday, 20th, that's why i posted `so close to death` on the 21st. it was really quite serious, i dont usually have fever so easily. i think this is the second time my fever gone past 38. D:
my brain felt like burning, and burning. -_-
i stayed home for full 5 days, in case i got h1n1 =x social responsibilty! ahahaha!
not like someone hor. fever 2 days den havent recover run outside already. LOLLL. who ah? =x
it's damn boring staying at home really. but i needed that rest. my head was spinning whenever i was walking on the ground. so i watched finish the 12 episodes of Hanakimi.
Ashiya Mizuki! omggg x100 hearts.
dumdeedum, im fully recovered now! xD

looking at the number of h1n1 cases rising everyday in Singapore, it's quite scary..
at least this virus doesn't kill as many ppl as SARS. hope everyone stay safe and dont fall sick k.
one of my cousin down with h1n1 though.. ): hope shes resting well at home and pray tt she recover soon.
nyp also extended another week of hols for safety reasons. hmmmm!

and yeah, up next, TBG! ahahha. went for the concert on Sunday. wooo. it's really good. first time go to a proper concert LOLs. the last so called concert i went was.. disney on ice? LOL. i think it was 8 years back. -_-' the poppers from china were the best. dope! other teams werent that bad as well, but i think some local teams gotta work harder. haha. had a overall pretty fun night on Sunday! xD

hmmm, ever since i recovered, my basketball shooting skills kinda deproved. i dont know why but i cant shoot as fast as last time. maybe i need time. sometimes i just lose the motivation to play on.. but i cant give up so soon. there's still a month to go! my favourite game for 2 years.. hahaha. i think it has become my hobby alr. not game anymoreee.

it's been 3 weeks ever since i went to osch D: arghh. this sat must must must go! i just hope i dont lose my way on the way to the new location. hah.

i have many things to post though.. but im getting tired. ): feel like slping alr.
hmm, shall continue soon.
lunching with frens tmr plus transformers at night. yesh!

nights all. (:

2009-06-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

i'll be updating soon (:
gonna sleep now, i know it's early.
im damn sick.
g'night!

a moment i would never forget.
so close to death.

2009-06-15T02:07:00.004+08:00

a question.
how should i feel?

argh, it's freaking 2am ):
i should be asleep by now.
i've been dreaming away since 30mins ago.

i went over to grandmas finally tdy, after so many weeks. D:
my aunties and uncle still rmb my birthday.. thanks for all the belated wishes (:

watched taken in the afternoon, since i had nothing to do.
it's a great movie. really. haha. it really shows what a cruel place the world is, and how humans can cheat on another so easily. we should all be careful. haha.

met up with secondary sch besties on Saturday, woohoo, sure missed them much.
a pity i didnt get to watch blood with them, cuz i had hiphop at 5pm.
but nvm! :D next time!

okay, i feel like sleeping now,
goodnight all.

anyway,
i'm still waiting for someone's reply.
you know who you are. rahhhhhh.
i think i, miss you? LOL.

ciaos.

2009-06-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

came home at 8pm tdy, went with ali to far east to get my pants.
ugggh it's kinda ex .__.
edison told me there were cheaper ones! maybe i could've gotten 2 or 3 for the price i've paid >_<

i came home and took a nap after bathing and dinner. i was damn restless cuz of the dance practice this afternoon. i hope i dun screw the dance up on sat!

and yeah, friday is here, last day of sch.
things to do in the hols though.. a few assignments. not missing out my bball training too :D

nt much to post tdy, byebye! :)

2009-06-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

thinking, pondering.
and maybe a lil bit of missing.
i'm off to sleeep~

2009-06-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

looking forward. 1st August.

anticipating.

oh yeah, im back :D
good news! hah.

:D
i got into the top4 luckily last Friday for my bball selections at Eastpoint!
which means i'll have training starting from July sponsored by Zone-X. woooo!
they're giving cash allowance for my sessions, i hope i dont need to travel too much @_@

final face off round on 1st Aug, 2-4pm @ Dhoby Ghaut Zone-X.
you guys can come down if u all are free hah :DD
training abit more nowadays.. aiming for second. cash!! $_$!
I hope Ragefire aka Jx do well for his last chance.. 600 points by 20th June! jiayou!

hols are starting with some work to do and tests to study.. blehblehbleh.
anyway, some of my classmates flew to LA for their overseas attachment alr. moon left toooo ._.
wont be seeing them for 3 months, hope everything goes well and alright for them.
chatted with moon for awhile today in the afternoon, she sounded really happy! that's good, i dont need to worry so much. ha.

3months seems long, seems short. after they come back another batch will go. hahah.
mel will be flying off.. im sure someone will miss her like damn hell loads. rofl. =x

alright, signing off.
gonna play some games.
been quite long ever sinced i game properly alr.

goodnight! :D

2009-06-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

i'm working hard for everything.
fatigue.

you guys wont believe how tired i am now )):
went to compete arcade bball zone-x bball tournament at Zone-X @ Simei just now.
the traveling time was -______-' it was about freaking 20 stops.
resultssss? D:
i'm currently 5th, with 614 points. bleh. friday i might be just out of the scoreboard man.
dont know why, but my score is freaking low. lol. no feel, no strength to shoot fast.
well, going back on the last day to check the final scores with my fellow dreamers (:

it has been a usual day at sch, with pps(production pipeline scripting) getting more boring as each week passes.
oh yeah, before i forget, thanks mj di for his cute bdae present (: i like it alot :D heh.
hmmm, tomorrow is thursday, have to go back for motion capture practical again. after that staying back to do work till 8 den probably i'll go home.
time to work hardddd.. i feel i've been slacking like these 7 weeks totally -.- i dont feel stressed until now? i wonder what i've been doing for the past 6 weeks, haha.

holidays are coming, time to plan it well.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
i should sleep soon. TIRED.

goodnight dears.

2009-05-29T22:30:00.007+08:00

i'm nineteen. one more year to the twenteen.
emotions.

heh. birthday's over. :O
i'm 19.

thanks everyone for the wishes! too many to be thanked! sorry if i missed out your name ):

i want to thank the following peopleeee specially!
thanks meltanwx for the call at midnight and sending a card right on my birthday! <3 style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">ky/miss-snow, mj di, hina, for camping towards midnight to wish me haha!

and not forgetting my bunch of deariesssss,
nu er, jx, marlon, yehwan, penghong tudi, for getting me such a cute birthday present. it was kinda expensiveeee x____x thanks alot guys.
thanks justinboon for the 50 superbrie+ in Mousehunt too. haha!

and of course, my orientation grp freshies. HAHA. i know you guys arent freshies anymore, hope you'll are doing well in the course (:

thanks shiya, shuming, inping/apple, janice, wxy/xiaoxy, mei, vanee, peishan, derek, booneng, kian, jar, jefftan, allan, huiming, lcm, deirdre, mel, lh, karhwee, faust, ali, jiaqi, minlwin, gerard, xuan/amberlene, raymond, jeffng, meihsin.

lalala,
i'm combining posts for 3 days together, so take your time to read! ha!

27th May
at the end of class, we went to watch night at the museum 2. it was pretty alright, i liked the first part better. haha. the 2nd part was more entertaining, but didnt have much story. D:
and bleh, mj di came late and didnt come into our threatre in the end -_-' the cathay peeps led him the wrong way. holy crap ._. but hope you enjoyed the movie, di.
after that went to arcade for abit, and went home to cut my birthday cake with my family :D
thanks dad, mum, and bro. love you guys.
someone still owes me a kiss, *coughs* HAHA.

28th May
woahhhhhh. i can say this was a tiring day. it was a no lesson day, but went back for motion capture practical. went home about 5+, went to the arcade. saw mel, lh, yankit, tk there lol. damn qiao! left arcade about 7pm. this is when the drama arrives. HAHAHA. dont kill me if you girls read this, LOLL. okay, i received a call from this girl (ahgirl) asking for my help at bugis D: but im supposed to go home and wake my brother up because my dad and mum are out, and he needs to wake up to do his work. so yeah, i called home and my bro's hp. he didnt pick.

so what should i do?
the only solution was.. to run back home, wake him up, and rush out again. so i did that.
i rannnnn home, and rannnnn back to the station. i called the girls to make sure they were okay.
hmmm. the train ride sure took long, i wanted to reach bugis asap D:
so when i alighted from the train, i walked as fast as i could.
but when i reached the place, i was told the so called scary guy was gone. GONE. i stoned for a moment. -.-
okay i sat down and i stared hard at ahgirl. LOL. so i ran down bugis for nthhhh D: bleh!
in the end ate dinner with them and went shopping at bugis street.
went home about 10 plus, got questioned by mum.
i couldnt tell the whole story to her cause she would've killed me if i did so.
k the end of the day.

29th May
went to eat at crystal jade with my family, cuz, and grandma. belated birthday treat haha. didn't join fellow friends who went to ps to eat and arcade :O hope they had fun xD after that i went to 77th street to get a shirt and renewed my membership, then went arcade to play bball to break one of the records, left about 9.30pm and went homeeee!
one of the usual fridays i guess, haha.
k end of 29th! XD

Tomorrow
yessss, hiphop and locking tomorrow. (y)!! <- try this (y) on msn and you'll know what emoticon is it. haha! i loveee that emoticon. and time to start with my homework and stuff.. argh. time isnt enough. probably i'll need the two weeks to catch up. >_<'

to everyone whos in fyp and iap, jiayou!

ahh, moon is sick again. im kinda worried mannn. sigh. i really hope she'll get well really fast so she can prepare to fly overseas.

alright, ending the post off!
goodnight!

2009-05-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

clubbing
experience.

hmmm! im back :D
didn't blog for the past few days, was recovering my body from all the aching. lol.

went clubbing for the first time with classmates, didn't try before so just went there to try try see how it's really like. lol. i was really tired that day, didn't sleep until 7am.
it's a complicated place.. O____O kinda like what i've expected. haha. everywhere is damn noisy, with no peace. at all!
i didn't drink much too, cause i know i wont be able to take it :O
i doubt i'll go there again anytime soon. lol. so tiring.
went back by train with ali, penghong, and leonghou.
the train trip back was dam funny.
ali tries to be smart and drank so much, rofl. orbiiiii.
and i wont forget the hiccups of his. HAHA. *hup, hup.*

okay, time to get back to my work!
celebrating my bdae tomorrow with my dear friends <3
night at the museum 2! ^_^

2009-05-23T01:25:00.008+08:00

the stress with insignificance
random.

i'll start having titles for my posts from now on.

oh yeah, so.. ugggh..
the stress is coming in.
pondered over the miniproj for ppfx for the whole day.
ideas, effects, possible to finish? D: i really really hope so.
all i can say, year3 is relaxed, as well as stressful.

hmmm, went out to ps after sch with fellow dreamers, played the usual games, after that marlon went to catch toys for abit. we had a motive for going there to catch though.. pssst, secret. hahah.
went back home after that.

tomorrow's gonna be deadly, i have locking class from 1pm-2pm, hiphop class from 5pm-6pm, after that going to KO night @ SMU for abt an hr, starting at 7.30pm, followed by meeting with friends -___-' i wonder if i can even stay out a not. probably not. *coughs*

things have changed, and i feel that some friends drifted. it's natural and unavoidable since we aren't meeting and talking that often, everyone's seperated to different cliques. probably im just thinking too much. but that's what i think.
i miss the past so much. didn't cherish those days.

i always used to think my life was so enjoyable, with no worries, not much restrictions, but recently i think my life kinda suck.
i should just drink to get drunk, and forget everything.

g'night. (:
`i bet those words made a huge difference, did they?

2009-05-18T11:39:00.003+08:00

i just woke up long ago, what a good weather this morning hahaa. (:

i had a pretty crazy and long dream, maybe i watched too much movies or what.
anyway, watched angels and demons last night. it didn't turn out to be as nice as what i expected, but it's pretty alright. compared to national treasure, i think NT nicer haha. =x

this show got more meaning but less action.. heh.

going to school in afternoon D:
yawnnn.
starting to have many many things to do.. cant afford to slack anymore! ><
alright, i go eat breakfast alrrr! ^^

`some things don't last forever.

2009-05-16T02:14:00.004+08:00

i shall make a short post before i go to sleep (:

firstly, happy bdae xinnnnn ((: all the best for your graduating year.

hmmm, had a great night at the arcade with dreamers :D
played sf4, beatmania, basketball, jubeats.
a pretty much normal day, nth much happening in school. except assignments flowing in *coughs*

well, i came across this status post in facebook, posted by someone when reading my live feed.

"lol, malaysia on swine now~ its a matter of time singapore will get it too. Den we will haf holidays due to this outbreak :) "

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sorry if the person is reading this but i must say it's so damn dumb to post such a thing -__-'
this is stuff concerning human life and mankind, you love holidays so much that you don't mind people dying?
holy crap .___.
im so disappointed that there're actually humans who have such a thinking.
much more to say, but shan't say them here.
dont wanna offend anyone :O

goodnight everyone, sweet dreams (:
i pray that everyone is healthy and safe.

2009-05-14T01:55:00.004+08:00

dumdeedum. the rain just stopped. cooooling. xD
hmmm, another normal day today, my mood certainly improved a lot compared to yesterday.

it was a sleepless night, i couldn't sleep even after lying down for an hour, so i woke up to play dragonica with ali baba until 3am. and i went to sch like a zombie. -_-'
i had a nightmare, a bad one.
i think i was thinking too much recently that my brain couldn't take it anymore so i had the post-effect. i woke up and changed my status on facebook and everyone started to like it. ?__?
i had a nightmare! not a sweet dream ._. raaaaawr.

i was playing waka waka on facebook just now and was gonna get into the high scores. but someone pm-ed me on facebook and i wasted my last life. crap man ): i felt so disappointed! tt person was.. some random mafia wars player.

gotta go to school at 3pm for motion capture practical.. D: i'll have only a day off from next week onwards! ><' but it's better i guess, slacking at home is a huge waste of time. i would rather go to school sometimes.

alright, gonna sleep now. goodnight!

:)

2009-05-12T21:27:00.004+08:00

ah, spending my whole afternoon stoning, playing, drama-ing.
i just basically slacked the whole afternoon off :O
assignments are coming in ):

i slept quite late last night again, was talking to marlon and roger lau.
marlon showed me this good video <-- click on it
you guys should take a look. no dialogue, but yet such a nice short flim.
if it would happen in rl, it'll be so sweet (:

my plushie blogshop will be done in a few days or weeks i guess, needa take good pictures of them to be posted up. support k!! :DD
probably gonna catch another big one again later this week. ;))

im just waiting and waiting and waiting for the bball compy this june, it's taking so long!
i hope the details will be up on the web. i will be really happy even if i see only the details up!
hahaha.

hmmm, back to do my stuff.
next arcade outing, friday? xD

`blanked out.

2009-05-09T13:05:00.001+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
But I'll figure it out somehow (:

2009-05-05T01:22:00.002+08:00

all the best to my dear friends @ fyp, goodluck for the last few more weeks. x)
g'night all!

`:DDDD, just felt like smiling, even in my dreams.

2009-05-04T19:55:00.004+08:00

Song: F.I.R - 我们的爱

old song, but supeeer nice!

回忆里想起模糊的小时候

云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空

那时的你说要和我手牵手

一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不敢抬头看

仿佛我的天空失去了颜色

从那一天起我忘记了呼吸

眼泪啊永远不再不再哭泣

我们的爱过了就不再回来

直到现在我还默默的等待

我们的爱我明白已变成你的负

只是永远我都放不开

最后的温暖

你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我

现在我想要自由天空

远离开这被捆绑的世界

不再寂寞喔

2009-05-04T00:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes, things are just pretty troubling you.
you try to solve them, the more they trouble you.

): how?
you just have to leave it.. and say, dumdeedum. ^^v

tonight is one of the 'thinking and pondering' night again.. sigh.
my msn tonight is giving me the lags, or maybe the connection has some problem.

ughs, sighs, and the mind.
we tend to look at things on the surface, because we judge things by what we see.
sometimes we dont really know wat's going on behind.
we might misjudge people, accidentally accuse someone D: ?

we tend to hide things from others, we're afraid that things might change.
some of us do not dare to speak out what we really feel, not because we have no guts, is we think there isnt a need.

the mind is pretty irritating. it controls so much of our inner thoughts and feelings, sometimes it's controllable and hard to explain, 'why am i feeling this way?'

): so confusing, yet so complicated.
probably i should go to bed.
g'night all. :)

`lost, in the middle of nowhere.

2009-04-27T00:44:00.003+08:00

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkk.
sickening. irritated. -.-

i felt so (@(#*()@(H&*sd9 ytd night. i couldnt get to sleep. I had a serious headache, fever, and my whole brain can't function properly. i went to drink red wine even though i was running a fever =.= my whole body was burning hot and perspiring in the aircon room. lol. please dont try that =x it really suck.

couldnt sleep? what did I do?
1. Bubblewrap on iTouch. i broke my own record. LOL.
2. Msging moon and miss snow.
3. Turn and flip arounddddddddddd
4. Punching my own head.

hmmm, spent the day home today resting, watching drama, chatting.
i miss the past, the fun old days ): when we were a whole class together, and not separated into 4 ._. we should treasure and cherishhhh the moments we have now, at least still in the same school.

i finally reached Master Boss in Facebook Mafia Wars, like dont know how many months? hahah. 2x energy regen! dumdeedum.

pretty much that's all. i shall get some rest soon.
shopping on tuesday with my mummy! real mummy okay. not online or any fake mummy. LOL.

`I seriously needa think harder.

2009-04-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

soreeee throat. sux.
i can't eat anything i want, and i wake up with such a suckyyy pain in my throat. roar.

first wk of sch's over, can say it's been a holiday week. with 2 assignments. *coughs* but small ones la. (:

having hiphop lesson in 17 hrs time! yayy :D but hope my cough doesnt affect me :/
taking up locking soooooon. *excited*

gonna sleeeep soon i guess, slept late ytd and woke up early this morn ;O
yupyup~

take careeee everyone! (:
especially someoneeee :P everything will be okay soon! <3
goodnight ^^v

`the missing piece

2009-04-21T01:21:00.001+08:00

now, or forever.

2009-04-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

a post once a week to summarize everything :D
April 20th! sch reopens once again. year3, last year alrddd :O
studying 3 days a week, tues and thurs off.

going for my haircut tomorrrrrow!

arcadeeee; Evans.
more and more spending of money this week, i spent kinda lot on jubeat this week. T_T rushing to unlock Evans instead of borrowing Marlon's card everytime whenever I wanna play that track.
finally unlocked it a few days ago :D

sentosa, hiphop.
Saturday had great fun at Sentosa, but kinda pity though. didnt bring extras to change so couldnt go into the water. rushed down to Oschool after Sentosa for my hiphop lesson. It's kinda funnnn. but once a week isn't enough. *coughs* i should take up locking when the registration opens.

sunburns and ache + dramaaaa.
suffering from all the sunburns and muscle aching, the sun was sure hot that day. could really see the heatwaves from a distance. this afternoon's weather sucked pretty hard too. i was perspiring like mad when watching my drama. and i finally finished it!
<<>> :DD
it's a nice drama. pretty unexpected at some parts. hahaha. tt's wat make jap dramas niceee (:

annoyed.
a new family just moved above my flat, they're annoying. the child keeps crying, and they do some dumb renovation thingy everytime, i dont mind if it's in the day. they do it like 11pm or after midnight? crappp. my dad went to knock on their door once, they dont even dare to open the door. -.-

worries.
tuesday is nearing.. ): my tooth. *ouch* i hope it'll get better. hmm.

misses.
you.

g'night all (: <3

2009-04-13T01:59:00.003+08:00

it's been a long since i blogged, hmm?

busy going out and gaming during the holidays.. haha. hols extended to 20th april. :s
dont know whether is it a good thing or not. D:

many things happened recently..
small stuff, big stuff. @_@
but what's life without those things happening, right?

watched knowing just now with polymates, maybe Earth will really die someday T_T
are we taking everything for granted? :/
nice show and effects, but kinda sucky when it's getting to the end though.

if there's anyone out there reading kindly tag at my tagboard no matter who you are.
at least let me know there're still readers out there. ;D
there should be, since the counter is jumping. heh.

dumdeedum, i should go to bed now.
g'night all (:
*hearts to you* x)

2009-04-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

a very happy birthday to Christineeee (:
score well for your o's this year!
best wishes!

2009-03-31T23:02:00.004+08:00

i really have to control my expenses, haha.

i was so happy this morning when i received an reply from TKA when they said tt they'll be having dreamshooter compy this year June. :D
finally, the time! hahahaha.
my dream will come true! at last (:

finally mei replied me a few days ago haha.
felt much better, at least i knew she was okay.
take care k? (:

holidays are left with two weeks..
with a few slight problems? =x
i hope it's nothing serious ><

everything will be okay in the end, right?

2009-03-26T11:57:00.003+08:00

yawn. i just woke up. -.-

have been sleeping till pretty late these mornings.. argghhh!
gonna stay at home today, i think i havent really been spending a full day at home. hah.

andandand,
Miss iMoonie has been MIA since like 2 weeks agooooo?
why never even drop me a messageeee one. T_____T
but ohwell, you should have your own reasons :/
nvm i'll wait until you appear again. lol
sounds like some genie ehh =x
i highlighted your name somemore hor! but dont even know if u read my blog >_>

i'm thinking too much over my free time;
ahhhhh. save me!
i'm gonna have my breakfast.

ciaooooooooo.
i loveeee street fighter 4.
but i have no $_$

2009-03-25T12:10:00.003+08:00

i swear i'll not freaking care anymore about this.
do whatever you wish;

goodbye.

2009-03-22T02:51:00.002+08:00

To iMoonie: whereeeee are you man!
anyway, im so tired after a whole day of outing. hahah. had lotsa fun.
so, g'night all. x)

`suddenly, everything seems so long ago.

2009-03-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

oh my gawd. such a tiring day i had.
but it was sooooo fun. a greatt and enjoyable day!

lotsa money spent too =_=
bought a set of speakers, a graphics card, and a canon printer from the IT fair. it was so crowded in the afternoon man. but lesser ppl in the evening alrd.

i saved damn a LOT from my speakers. it was priced at $39.90, but the person wrote $18 on my invoice. cool eh? xD
i paid $18 in the end for it.. =X haa!

after shopping went for dinner at kenny rogers, thanks Jar for the wonderful treat! :DD
then went to sf4 with the guys, and yay, i realised i'm improving. hahahah!

tomorrow is sunday, time to visit my grandma.
it's been a long time ever since i went there :/
maybe from cny till now? D: ahh!

yuppp okay im gonna sleep now.
g'nights. :)
take care all.

it's just like going back to the past;
we might drift, but that's okay as long as you're happy.
i hope he'll take good care of you, and never ever make you cry, again.

2009-03-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

1 word: SLEEP.

sleeping solves everything. heehee.
it's been so long since i played basketball. just played this morning with jack. baahaa.

went to watch suspect x with poly-mates just now, drama was nicer :D
but the movie wasnt that bad either :)

we didnt have much of sf4 because there wasnt enough time D<
ahwells, shall organize another arcade event soon.

mm, time to sleeeeeeep!

oyasumi ^_^

2009-03-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

a rainy night.
haha.
went to marlon's house for ps3-ing yesterday, it was indeed a good experience fighting those players online in SF4. but it's very different compared to joystick in arcades >_<

hmmm, had a small and short talk with one of my friend just now, shouldnt reveal too much :D
everyone will go through different kinds of problems, wont they? D:
what to do? just have to keep going on lorhhhh ._.'

the following content: To my Friendsssss!
i dont know whether this applies to YOU ( the one reading ) or not. but yeah.

some stuff will be kept within a person and wouldn't be let out.
it's not a matter of trust or not. it's whether is it appropriate to be said or not.
i'm sure everyone has their own secrets within themselves, right? :D
this sounds really familiar?
the person who said this to me should know. i just merely re-phrased it. lol.

if you're feeling very troubled or lost or whatever, i didn't say u couldnt talk to me.
i am always here. usually. you can drop me a message if u need to complain or spam to get better.

if something makes you unhappy or whatsoever, explain and tell me? :o
i wouldn't really know how people will react to my words. they might get pissed.
but i kinda do it purposely sometimes to piss others off when im irritated or pissed off myself -.-, so, sorry. :s

if there's a problem out there, try to solve it or find others to solve together. dont keep quiet diam diam there and wait for something to happen. it might be too lateeeee =x

if u feel you're drifting further away from me, just msn me or something to chat. usually it shouldn't happen because i'll try my best to keep in touch with all my close friends.

and lastly, i have my own life and freedom, so dont interrupt me too much or want to know too much. D: i prefer to keep my schedule to myself =p

yup, that's all.
goodnight my friends :D

p.s
lingggg-
i want to smackkkkk you liao. always disturb me. and i xian mu tt u gt the tickets lo ):
take more pictures let me seeeeeeeee!
my friendd (:
you should know who laaa right :D
take care drink more waterrrr. dun fall sick.
goodluck and jiayouuuus!
i support you!

2009-03-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

problems, everywhere.

im glad that some things will get back to what they were used to be. :)
but im sad that some other things might not be what they used to be.

on the other hand,
i'm feeling negative and can't think positively. i want to voice out my thoughts but i think it wouldnt really be nice to do so ):
it's the choices of others and i shouldnt really interrupt.

i really think i need stuff to occupy me, whenever i have free time, my mind will seriously drift around and start to go crazy. so please ask me out whenever you guys are freeeeee. okay? :D
thanks <3

goodnight`

2009-03-02T19:10:00.002+08:00

LALALA.
maybe staying at home for 6 weeks is a bad idea.
i might get bored to death.

just finished 3 eps of Galileo, must chiong finish so can watch suspect X with clsmates. dont know whether by this weekend still have it in the movies or not though o_o

i woke up at 11am this morning and played dota, eat lunch, play dota and watch drama again. lol.
den i decided to be a good boy and wash the toilet for my parents' room. MUAHAHA.

and yeah, i just saw on the news
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20090302/tap-singapore-stabbing-c3bb44c.html
wth, this can happen in sg? -.-
blehh, dont know wat was that student thinking.

hmmm! thats all.
goodluck to those in path1&2!
attachment and fyp~ GOGO.

-back to msn- :D

2009-02-28T18:44:00.002+08:00

and so, last friday marked the end of my year2.
year3 soon ): so damn fast. arghhhh.

hmmm, i had fun with my class and friends during these 2 years <3 thanks friends for always helping me and their never failing support for me :D

i just cant seem to forget some stuff since it happened exactly 2 weeks ago.
why do people change so drastically?
they say stuff which they dont even mean it. friends forever? i think that's hard to believe. well, only for you.
i still believe in everlasting friendships x)

sigh, it's just a disappointing to like actually realise this after 3 years of friends with you.
you dont even cherish friends; do you?
so whats the going everywhere to scold people incidents everytime?
isn't it the way how you treat people and they treat you back?

i trusted your reasons, i trust you.
and i even believed in you.
everything.
it ended with nothing,
but nonsense and excuses.

ciao.

2009-02-26T01:05:00.002+08:00

sorry, but i might just give up on you.
as a friend. nothing else.

2009-02-23T23:25:00.001+08:00

those words you said in the past; were they even true?

2009-02-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

i just dont know what went wrong still. but i know i should just stop dwelling over it.

3 weeks project is really making me learn quite a lot, but still feel faraway compared to the prosters in class, like joel, boon eng, nu er. haha. their determination and learning speed is far better than me!

hmmm, it's week 2 already, things are going quite okay, but rather scared that we're kinda behind schedule. but DG can always do it in the end, right? ;D

hope we'll get our render by this thursday. :O

im really staring at the computer for hours.. like at least 12 hours a day. but it's like unavoidable man. i have so many things i can do with computer! without it i think i'll just die. =x

starting to play back dota these few days.. created a new account together with kian. my new nick is x3Keita, and wont be playing Mysticque so often already i guess. heh.

yup, ending my post now. waiting for someone who needs SOMETHING to call me. LOL! wat receipe you need siaaa! @_@! *waits*

byebye!

2009-02-14T23:11:00.006+08:00

today is such a special day eh? (:
because of you.

it might have been the worst day in my life if i didnt meet up with,
marlon, penghong tudi, ali, huiming, kelvin, kelvin's friend, and ragefire & mel for msging me at the right time :D

thanks guys! x)
goodnight.

2009-02-07T03:14:00.005+08:00

my 300th post. (:

im back :D
thanks c for updating for me. lol. but alot of information wasnt really required huhh! *coughs*

well, im posting at this time and im hyper duper free cause im alone, totally awake, at the my cousin's 21st birthday chalet? everyone sleeps so early. and im usually dont intend to sleep if i stayover at chalets. it's kinda boring here man actually, but the dinner was fun. haha. so few people came for the first night. everyone is busyy. uggh. :/

ok i shall start with my post contents and my complaints. and my thoughts.

i was kinda busy with my assignments the lecturers gave last minute before my studio project starts next monday, and all the junk they threw to us after chinese new year. and phew, i kinda finished it on time.

sighh, studio project starts next monday. and as usual, problems with grouping.

*takes a deep breathe*

the following contents which i'm going to post, i'm not referring to anyone. just thoughts im my head. i wanna speak them all out.
why can't people understand how people will feel after they do certain things? can i say that's a selfish thinking? im not saying im a very understanding person, but i will always try to understand a person's feelings and thoughts before doing something. so i always end up pretty sad when the other party doesnt consider what im doing or how im helping for him/her lol. but that's what a job of a listener/ person helper should feel or do right? haha. i feel very glad if i can help people out by listening to their problems when they are in very deep emotionally bad conditions.
i have times when i feel really, useless.

hmmm,
one of my friend just told me some stuff about another friend (i used to have) a few days ago, and wow, i really can't believe how fast a person can change. it's incredibly scary of how you are like now. i'm so glad you're out of my world? lol. seriously, speaking with a totally wrong attitude and even suspect a friend who gave you a greeting? lala, shant say anymore already.

im off to find some show to watch. 4hours to go until everyone wakes up. :O
bye readers. (if there are any still.) LOL.

2009-02-06T18:54:00.002+08:00

我不是CJ!他在我的后面。我只是在试试看能不能type华文字。我第一次用华文type华文字。我的华文美呢么好。请多多抱憾。
AHHHHH! chinese is just so diificult. LOL. 我的华文很差。ok la. cj is playing cards now. he force me to say playing card cause he is not playing it wih money. now behind me. tagg and let me know what you want me to blog for cj alright? then i'll blog and let you all know. he is so SUPER DUPER NAGGY! wahahhahahahas.

signing off. C

2009-02-05T15:43:00.002+08:00

im updating for CJ again. he didnt know that im gonna update this time round. wahahaha. i tried four times to log in! lol. cute pw you have huh. haha. ohya, say till cute this word. ytd someone told me that he/her friend said that you are cute! (i've told you this) im just trying to let everyone know what people think about you man. muhahahaha.

2009-02-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

CJ is super duper busy. busy with school works. tml he gonna chiong sch work for the whole day. friday and saturday i dont think he will be free for his friends too. hopefully he enjoy his weekend. CJ, dont tired yourself. rest more. drink more water.

2009-01-18T16:50:00.003+08:00

oh mannn. yeahh sorry for the really long MIA period.

assignments just keeps going on for these few weeks, lecturers are always saying the same thing. before chinese new year okay? yeahhh okay okay .___. so, 4 assignments to hand up in this coming week. arghh.

im currently having a headache. my maya crashed like 18 times in total today. like, wtf. it's really frustrating, but i cant help it but to keep doing even though it keeps crashing. i just have to keep saving my files up.

went out yesterday with my dreamers and marlon. went to ps and bugis to walk around and arcade. enjoyable day x)

chinese new year is coming! :O heee. everyone ready to fill their pockets? LOl! finally i can slack off abit this friday. yesss!

iMoonie is having a jap class now eh?! better have fun there hah :D!

anyway i'll post like almost no pictures here, hahaha. i'll pretty much just inform you guys that pictures are on facebook. >_< i know some people will #&@*(&#*(@ me! but it's kinda ma fan to upload on both sides. =_=' im lazyyzyzzzz. you know. haha. and yarhhh. i think no more already. my life's boring recently.

should i give it a try? I guess not. ;the lack of courage.

2009-01-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

Ragefire, thanks so much.

2009-01-12T01:42:00.003+08:00

what the hell.
should i laugh? -> LOL.
or should i be angry? -> zz.

- why.

goodnight.

2009-01-11T01:11:00.002+08:00

yep, sorry for the long update. i know it has been many days.
either im busy, or im posting at my team dreamstars blog.

these 2 days were kinda busy with open house, helped out for 2 days although i was only on duty on friday. hahh. i was bored so i came to find penghong tudi at the fypj lab. played wii and the car simulator game. hmmm.

almost two weeks of 2009 has passed, how would i say it? probably a good start for the year, but definitely im spending too much money on basketball >_< im sure my dear dreamers will agree too. i needa save up, or find a relaxing part-time job. heh.

looking forward to chinese new year soon.. shopping for new clothes are almost done too. probably need another shirt or long sleeve. ha.

sometimes, i dont know what am i thinking haha. life's kinda boring sometimes. my mind just wanders around, and time just passes very fast. and whenever i start wandering, i just love talking on the phone. =s

i was on the phone for 3 hrs till 3am yesterday.. had a pretty nice and happy talk with someone? hehhh.. hope to see ya soooon. i kinda miss you. :P

actually i have many events and details to blog about.. but im just simply so tired =__='
howhowhow? ):
i should just post next time.. or you guys can call or msn me whenever you feel like it. =p
if im freee, i'll surely reply. ha.

im off to sleep now, tired like hell already.
goodnight (:

2009-01-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

happy new year everyone! (:

heehh. staying at home for countdown. hahah. can't see the fireworks! only get to catch it on tv ): what a waste >_<

anyway, 2008 is over! time to forget all the unhappy stuff, and bring hope to bring in new unforgettable memories in 2009! :P

wishing everyone a good year ahead, and take care lots!

had been spending my past hour chatting with my dear meimei, many things previously happened, and only till now we share it.. haha. <33

hmmm, i had a tiring day today, trained lots of basketball with mj di and kelvin.. shall sleep soon x)

2008-12-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

the fun days are overrr ):

so fast!

sch's starting already. ugggh.

i've been overspending cuz im out everyday until like after 11 then go home =x haha!

well, i really had a lot of fun this term break. (:

i had meetups and met lots of sec schmates for gatherings.

jiehui, jiaqi, dipak, wenyu, martin, kevin, gervase, khairol, bernie, weihong, francis, racheltan..

anymore? sorry if i forgotten to put in your name =x

24th Dec (xmas eve)

went to my auntie's house for dinner, exchanged presents (: after that went to catch a 12am movie with my classmates. after that went to conrad hotel for overnight stay. thanks jar's mum for booking the hotel for us!

25th Dec (xmas)

went home to sleep at 11am, slept in the afternoon again, went out for steamboat with family at night. after that i went to arcade to play a few rounds of basketball, got home like almost 11pm, and got scolded by mum for coming home late. usual stuff. -.-

26th Dec

hdb working colleagues outing! xD

me, maojie, jingxian, xinyi, yanling, zhekai, junhao, went to iceskate. it was aweesome! (pictures in maojie's facebook) if you wanna see tell me, i'll post it on my profile. heh! we watched yesman @ dhoby after iceskating. our show was at 7pm, so we went to ate longjohn's first. oh mannn we sat on the first row in the cinemas lol. it's kinda tiring to watch, but there're so other time slots so no choice we have to watch >_<' it's a funny movie! not bad x)

hmm after movie, i went to meet mel, i bought a subway cookie and a bottle of drink, and she wanted to take a picture of me drinking! rahhh and it looked kinda weird. i dont have the picture though. =x got also dont wanna post! after tt sent her home and i reached home abt 11+ close to 12? i think i almost got scolded but my mum is asleep already. heheh.

27th Dec

team dreamstars training, we went for abit of shopping, i bought a jeans (:

hmmm, more details on http://team-dreamstars.blogspot.com/ hehe.

28th Dec (today)

just now went to celebrate yuanxian's birthday! xD happy 18th birthday yuanxian. hehh.

i went for dinner at thai express for the first time, i had tomyam noodles. and i went wth when i see the noodles. LOL. it's so plain! everyone also said the same thing after they saw my food. like it's nt even spicy. but when i smell the soup, it's full of.. O_________O sour?spicy? LOL. so almost everyone tasted my soup ahha. it's tasty, but spicy if you drink too much.

after dinner we went to alleybar, a pub at next to centrepoint. haha. it's my first visit to a pub! it has a good ambience there hehe. ordered some drinks, sat there and chat and left about 10.45pm (:

yup, that's all!

2008-12-24T01:25:00.002+08:00

have been really busy these few days to post.
i did nothing after coming back from Genting, except shopping everyday and coming home late. hahah.
lotsa meet ups with secondary friends. (:
watched the Day the Earth Stood Still and Bolt.

for the meantime, check out:

http://darkdomey.blogspot.com <- for Genting Trip updates
http://team-dreamstars.blogspot.com <- for Team Dreamstars on going events (:

that's all, sorry readers ):
you probably wanna check out my facebook for pictures too!

2008-12-14T01:11:00.002+08:00

i still have time for a final post :)
leaving tomorrow at 2.30pm, meeting jx at 11.45pm at bishan mrt. dad's fetching us there. xD
coming back on thursday afternoon.. haha.
sure will miss my friends loads during these 4-5 days! <3

me, mj di, and jx are gonna try to pwn the arcade bball machines there.. hope can get MANY MANY tickets. hahaha!
when i come back.. i have pretty much stuff to attend to still.
meeting up with 4joy guys for LAN on friday, BBQ on sunday. i probably have sth on saturday toooo.

andddd ya, things are almost packed, getting ready to sleep soon.
take care my friends!!!
I WILL MISS YA ALL LOADS :)
cheeeeeers!

2008-12-12T14:54:00.002+08:00

this might be my last post for this week :)
i'll be going genting this coming sunday, to next thursday.
i know it's long -_-, 5 days 4 nights. all because of the delay of the flight. was supposed to come back on wednesday afternoon.
i hope i wont get bored to death on the last day. hahah.

just came back from kukup(msia) last weekend, came back and i was so tired to do my character rigging. thank goodness i managed to complete it with mj di, we swapped files and tried to help each other.
many things happened there, until it became something like a liar game. it kinda sounds lame i know, but i dont know whos right and whos wrong, they keep confusing us. only some people might know what this paragraph is all about though. sorry but i wont elaborate so much. D: sighh. parents? relatives? how could they all say such things behind our backs. lol. and only some of them actually dared to approach me or her to clarify things up.
we'll be cousins forever, not lovers. what's our relationship? it's simply like brothers and sisters. we get along very well, and getting along well isnt a offence right? well, we're close, at the most holding hands, but not hugging or kissing. or watsoever. generation gap, i guess.
i'll leave this thing for time to solve it.
we'll be the best cousins forever.

k enough about that. im with my lunch sitting in front of my computer face-booking. lol. there're so many things to do inside O____O. and i keep receiving emails from them =.= they like to keep me in touch of what's going on inside. hahh. the whole class is so into it now. esp petsociety and word challenge. LOlx.

gotta go to school later to hand in cinefx assignment and shooting log, and 7.30pm have a performance in the auditorium. gonna watch it with jx, mj di, marlon and penghong tudi.
and my year3 timetable format is kinda out. i'll be doing my attachment first, then FYP, and finally my year3 modules. yeps.

that's pretty much all i have to say.
take care my friends :)
sayonara.

2008-12-04T23:33:00.006+08:00

i'm back to post :)

well, it has been a tiring these few weeks, assignments came in, lots of them. settled quite a few of them.

what's left:

-character rigging

-cinematography shooting

-apple shake assignment 1c

3 of them left!

haha. and yeah okay.. i'll be involved in many events coming up these few weeks and months..

i got chosen for nyp open house 09 student peer marketer -.- need training and briefing somemore. aaaaaaah! the briefing is next wed, 2.45-4pm. i have another briefing on mission sg: singapore freeze, at 6.30pm-7.30pm at clarke quay.

foreign bodies production show at nyp audi on friday, 7.30pm.

zomg man busy schedule. D:

mj di recommended me the sg freeze thingy, can earn $100 easily. just buy freezing at some place without moving for 4mins. LOL. sounds interesting eh? will post details of it if i receive any.

i'll be going to malaysia this weekend, scared cant finish my char rig. ): i'll try to anyway! im going genting after this week, hahaha. rly so cramped up.

and i knew a friend at bishan arcade ytd, he was quite friendly and polite. hahaha. and he actually knew the pros at bishan who i always challenged with! so we all exchanged msns, and i got to know many new stuff about bball compys and scores. compy only allows 7 balls max. all dreamers should take note of! okay i think im posting this at the wrong site. =X

and yah, nu er is psychoing people to join facebook to play pet society with her.. @___@ i was almost forced to sign up today. hahaha. i'll join it soon, so dont be disappointed okayyyy :)

and a happy belated bdae to nu er, and kad, whos bdae falls on the same day.

and a very happy 18th birthday to Jingxian/Jx/Ragefire. best wishes :)

these 2 nights i've not been getting enough sleep. i finished 'liar game' in 2 days. LOl. ytd i watched 8eps of it. damn good show. interesting storyline. esp that guy was so cool, and misa acted in this! aweeeesome.!

the picture below, her smile looks sooooo sweet!

im gonna watch kurosagi next. swindler shows ftw. LOL.

my last thing to say.. hmmm. i just can't get why some people like to fang people fei ji sia. lol. giving excuses at the last minute? if it's a proper excuse and reasonable it's okay lah. but got people like.. give damn fake excuses. rofl. my friend was talking to me about it. i listen already also like damn bu shuang. i think it's just.. irresponsible. people already got the feeling like, YAY im going out with my friend! and the friend just calls, eh, blahblahblah i cant go out with you. den put down happy happy like nth wrong like tt? lame excuses. if it was truthful, you yourself should be sad that you cant go out right? tts all i haveee to say.

to my friend who told me about this:

there're friends every where around you. some of them will cherish you, some of them will not. you should be able to feel who cherishes you and who doesnt. those who doesnt will only find you when they need you. get what i mean? (:

goodnight readers, have a good night sleep. x)

2008-11-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

yesterday,
went back to school for the director's meeting, and there wasnt many complaints because nth much to complain D:
after that went for video taking, for cinefx assignment. finished 4 scenes, left with a few and we're done for a part.
went to sakae with mj di, jx, and jeff at wheelock. eat until happy happy laugh laugh because there were many crappy incidents. like, jeff giving the weird look at the sushi and the waitress standing behind him. LOl. inside joke ;d
went to walk around orchard after that, dropped by at kino to take a look at books, then went to drink starbucks, which made me felt unsleepy till 3am -.-, then ps arcade, chionggg ahh. lol. saw yuanxian and her friends when we were getting drinks, then we saw yewchong and liwei when we were going back. hahaha. so qiao eh.

i felt kinda sick that night ): i had a slight flu for no reason. but today im okay already. pheww. dont wanna get sick T_T!

today,
hmm, a usual saturday for me (:

played 3hrs of bball in the morning with mj di and lianjiang, xin ku you all le. come from cck to bishan to play with me. hahah. but i went cck 3 times to play with you all tooooo! :D

afternoon didnt do anything, except watching mvp valentine. wanted to play dota but there's sth wrong between garena and starhub. it hanged at the garena ip lookup screen. probably starhub blocked some areas of ip in sg from entering garena? but that's so impossible. probably there might be other reasons. i hope it'll be solved soon. D: i miss dota-ing.

i dont like myself to be too free, i tend to slack even though there're many assignments now already. i just cant make myself to do them ._. and i will start to emooo and think about unhappy stuff ):

i wanted to talk to mel tan but shes asleep :/

once again, happy birthday mj didi.

and pssssst, someone's coming back from china tomorrow :D
miss you lots <3

alrighttttt, i shall listen to some music and make my mind drift to somewhere safe.
goodnight readers,
sweet dreams, take caree (:

2008-11-21T11:44:00.003+08:00

blahhhhh. friday morning ): i always like friday mornings! because there isnt any schooooooool.

but today i've to go to sch. director's meeting at 1pm, wonder what he'll talk about again >_>
what you think is bad about DET? any suggestions for improvements? LOL. hmm after that doing photoshoot assignment for cinematography =o it should be kinda fun, because we're bringing many props for our shoot. haha!

tomorrow is mj di's bdae.. but he wants to play basketball with me in the morning O__O is it a good way to celebrate ur bdae? :X
nu er, jx, and kad's bdaes are all coming too!

assignments are starting to flow in, and we've like 2-3 wks to finish 5 of them -_-
DET always like to kill us like that :/
no homework, so free, then suddenly spam us with assignments. -.- @*(@#(#)!

alright, gotta prepare for school!

2008-11-15T23:10:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHH my legs are so itchy!!!

a mosquito bit me a few days ago. zzz. i got more den 10 mosquito bites in 1 week. -.-
freaking irritatingggg.

i know im sweet and so is my blood. but pls stop biting me.
HAHAHA.
ok enough of the bhb-ness.

hmmm, im going on a basketball frenzy these few days. last tuesday and thurs played hrs of bball, today i woke up at 9.30am just to play again. hah. met up with jack and his bro at the courts :) played till noon and we went back. felt exhausted D: but basketball is so funnn. ^^

got home and had lunch after some rest, and the started to chiong dota again. played a few rounds and i felt kinda dizzy. probably it's the lack of energy >_<' sleeping a bit earlier tonight. the freaking drilling sounds are sure damn disturbing in the mornings. ugggh. it better be over soon.

met mj di at plaza sing, reached at 6pm and i waited for him till 7.15pm T___T. i dont blame him though :D he was at floor the love @ SMU watching the dancers. hah. gogogo di. StarDust 2009!

after he came we went to eat at longjohns, saw hm and yx there hahah! i didnt see them initially.. mj poked me den i saw them! both girls were wearing red. not bad ah couple wear ;D

after dinner went to the arcade, and i really played hard. lol. i got a new record for myself.
1097 (: i scored 229 for the first round. it's damn.. O____O. i couldnt really believe i was throwing that fast. haha. attracted a crowd of like almost 20 ppl. felt kinda.. pressured. LOl.

went to get drinks after arcadeeeee. felt rly X____X after playing soo much. just when we stepped into the supermarket, sth funny happened ;x

mj: "my face got black thing a not?"
me: "eh yah. what's that man. it's quite a big patch."
mj: "omgomg where's the toilet?"

*rushes to find toilet.*

hahaha! picturesssssss!
we started to panic because the stain wasnt that easy to wash off. dont know what he tio -.-
the whole hands also black black.
i couldnt really take a picture of his face because he kept bending down..

we went to get our drinks and took the train home.
and yup, that's the end of my dayyy :D

2008-11-14T19:32:00.004+08:00

hmmm! just finished my dinner. :D
munching on the famous amos cookies my mum bought x) chocolate chip!

psst. im sure mj di misses his subway cookies. hah!

anyway, this morning was.. #%$^%$^!

i was woken by the noise of the drilling within my block. zz. they're upgrading the lifts to make it to every floor. 10am in the morning mann. X_X i tried to ignore the noise and get back to sleep but i failed to do so. D: so i woke up and continued to watch my mvp valentine. ha! at the last episode already. ;s

i have a crave for starbucks caramel blended coffee now @___@ should i get it tomorrow? :D

maybe i should join mj di and classmates for the popping compy tomorrow.. go see see. aha.

last but not least, im the top 100 of sg garena dota ladder now! XD

shall put up a picture.. since i havent been uploading. :P

taken at the mac lab ytd.. haha

nice keychain eh? :D
special thanks to ahya for the effort :)

2008-11-13T23:57:00.003+08:00

omg i have so many tags!! im sorry that i didnt reply them ): i shall reply it here kk!

to di- ya lor go out wont sian. but like no more places to go liao sia! HOW?
to nu er- YESS THANKS man. WOOOOO. my earpiece <3
to vanee- yoyoyo =D
to jx- lol song bo la. i sure keep it well now le.
to sy- :DD we talked ytd night! (: yeah i miss you tooo ._. meet up soooon x)

first thing i wanna say, YES i found my earpiece. it's left on the desk untouched. song bo. damn heng. :D
i called soonliang that day to help me find. he say bo. newb. LOL =X but thanks anyway for the effort la k.
super happy sia. my $79 bucks is savedddddddd. $_$

2nd thing, im in the top 200 of garena dota sg ladder! oh yeshhhhh. here's the link x)
http://ladder.garena.com/dota/ladder.php?region=SG
slowly climbing up to top 100 now.. heheh.

so let's say about sch today..
well, a pretty fun day i had. esp the 3hrs break. hahaha.
my whole clique went to bball at the courts. :D
16 people, so we played full court. woooooah. it's damn tiring. and poor ethan had to keep solo-ing because our team members are all flopppps one. :x
after that some of the guys went to bathe, xiang and kura go take hp act act wan take picture LOL! they both were like shouting.. HAHAHA caught ur ljs sia!!! (=x) den the guys inside were screaming. ROFL LOL. everyone else outside were laughing hard.

we went to get drinks and some food and we went for class after that. x)
tired! i still went to play arcade bball after sch. hahaha.
now watching my ep11 of my MVP valentine.. heh.
should be sleeping at 1am. d:

and arhhh, why are some girls so freaking sweet!?
i was talking to stelluhhh just now, and she had to go sleep. b4 she went off.. here's our convo :x
probably u guys duno whos she; here's a lil intro. a 14-year old girl living happily in sydney :D

- stelluh. says:
ahhh im going to sleep now!
#-star [`_xMysticque ™] bball. says:
ahhhhh!
#-star [`_xMysticque ™] bball. says:
okkkkkkkk my dearrrrrrrrrrr
#-star [`_xMysticque ™] bball. says:
:/
#-star [`_xMysticque ™] bball. says:
have a good night sleep!
- stelluh. says:
SORRY
- stelluh. says:
i love you (: <3

she made me feel so loved. seriouslyyy >___<

alright signing off now! ha :D!

2008-11-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

a bad day i have today ):
really bad. sigh.

i couldnt get to slp until 4am yesterday morning. argh. i felt so awake.

and i lost my earpiece today @ M313. it's a creative earpiece in a travel pouch. ANYONE found it please return to me. i just bought it 2 weeks ago and i lose it. my $79. oh man.
i'll really thank you. ):
my mum will kill me if she knows about this. argh.

today i had class from 9 to 12, and i went straight to the courts to play bball with mj di and weihao. we played till it rained.. haha. pretty much drenched. ;x i tied a towel around my head, in case i got sick. hahah. i have to say weihao is really good at basketball.! we might be meeting up again to play again.. hehh. playing with him can learn a lot. (:
anyway, a very happy 18th birthday to weihao :D!

i decided to put it on my blog and not on my msn nick because he didnt wanna tell the others ;D
best wishes to him!

hmmm, so,
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
why couldnt i sleep?
i was thinking of someone. :/ a person whom i care about. throughout all these years, we havent met up in real life, but we're really close and used to talk a lot. recently things just arent going well for us. i have this feeling that we're drifiting further away from each other. and i think it's truee. probably you have your own problems which you dont wanna share; i understand.
sometimes you seem not to bother about how im feeling at all. D:

i decided to message you this morning, and thanks for telling me the reason and explaining. (:
you were.. so sweet. lol. it's not ur fault, so dont keep saying sorry.
just wanna wish you a happy trip to china for 11 days. :)
remember to message me when you're back, kayyy?
take care. <3
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

alright, im gonna dota now.
a few games to go to make it to top 200 in sg garena ladder.
byes.

i love my friends. all of them.
esp jx aka Ragefire (:
pssst. im not gay. ;D

2008-11-10T01:40:00.002+08:00

pooooooooooofs. i was gone for 5 days? lol D:

im always lazy to update, as usual. lol. a usual weekend i had, friday go out, sat & sun grandmas place. and the usual dota chionging. hahah.

ah well, not feeling happy recently. probably it's cuz everyday it's the same. no special things worth making me happy are happening. ): shall mention SOME of the things which happened this past week.
1. passed up and finished 2 assignments.
2. had a haircut on thurs.
3. got caught by mr.quahpy on friday for having long hair which i just cut a day b4 he catch? -.-
4. i spent all my pocket money this week. savings = $0 :x
5. started to watch MVP valentine. i know it's abit late D:
6. saw my adidas shoe which i wanted but i cant get it because i have no cash ): ($115)
7. thanks to miss ahya for the keychains she made for team dreamstars (:

im bored......... class is 2pm-6pm tomorrow.
i shall get some sleep.

ciao.

2008-11-05T01:12:00.003+08:00

sleepyyyy!

finishing marketing and particle effects hw.. whee. =D tomorrow can pass up den can rest awhile alr ^_^

have been playing dota quite a lot recently..
formed a garena pubs clan with DET year1s haha.

Team PkM (Pokemon) =X
PkM.Cyndaquil - ME
PkM.Mew - Maojie
PkM.Psyduck - WaiKang
PkM.Metapod - SoonLiang
PkM.Dratini - Ben
PkM.Articuno - Raffles
PkM.Magikarp - Chen Kuan

trying to win all matches straight.. got dota ladder now haha.
but we lost one just now ):

2008-11-02T18:52:00.002+08:00

idk whats happening to me these few days.
my low spirits have been floating around me. :/

arghh. no mood to really complete my assignment. do halfway then i gave up alr.
was clearing up my laptop's harddrive.
it's complaining everyday that it's going to have not enough space.
so i gave him some space.

i saw some past convos and chatlogs.. went to read them for fun. lol. it's kinda interesting and yet funny. like, things really change fast. haha. i got back used to my life so fast. was it even love? i didnt felt totally attached to it. ah well i dont know. probably we didnt love, but we liked.
goodluck, and take care. we're just not meant to be.

3 words; love is complicated ):

ciao, dinnertime.
my fish'n'chippys. x)

2008-11-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

hebe's - lai bu ji.! omg nice nice nice right =D the tune so catchy x)

hmmm i slept for 11 hours.. woke up around 11.30. slept at 12. LOl. i was so tired until i really cmi. i looked like a zombie when i looked into the mirror when i was brushing my teeth ytd. hahh. i looked green and sleepy. D:
anyway, im still sleepy now. =_=''

boring saturday today, wanna go out leh but i also dont know where to go. D: where can spend time? hahaha.

Jap Tour Guide Experience

2008-10-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

today is like, absolutely tiring ):

i woke up at 5.30am today to prepare to go to pasir ris. -.- i forgot whether i mentioned of being a tour guide before in my previous posts. yeah, so i worked as a part-time tour guide bringing jap students around for 7 hrs today. real tiring, bad weather. lol. the scorching sun freaking sucks.
they asked us to report at 7.50am outside bk, in the end it was like 9.15am. we could have slept more at home T_T

the jap students.. i really cmi lol. i dont really know jap except some simple terms. -.- and they dont know english. so i just let them roam around and tell them where and what time to meet, since i cant entertain them and bring them around much D:
brought them to chinatown and town area.

my group was a bunch of 6 guys, and 2 of them had nice hairstyles D: *xian mu*
kad's grp had a super nice pretty girl. like superstar sia. so many ppl wanna take picture with her after work LOL. tsktsk. xiang and jeff ar. got gf liao still anyhow ;x

they'll hate chinatown so much now i think. we brought them to some shopping complex there, and i dun even think it's a proper shopping area. D: it's so boring there lol. wanted to bring them to walk around the whole place and know more about the sg heritage and stuff. but the weather, might get heatstroke anytime. rofls. my eyes were like gonna close when i was working. kept struggling to stay awake :/

i didnt take any pictures because i couldnt even communicate with them D:
and im still so tired even though i slept from 5-8.
i wanna sleeeeeep.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.

-`fly towards the skies

2008-10-31T22:51:00.001+08:00

nice song and lyrics!

好心分手 - 王力宏 & 卢巧音

是否很惊讶讲不出说
话没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
也许该放心不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人能否再让我试一下
抱一下
回头望伴你走
从来未曾幸福过
恨太多没结果
往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
被我伤让你痛
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
回头吧不要走不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果
往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
若勉强也分到不多
不如什么也摔破
好心分手每天播
可知歌者也奈何
难捱就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

2008-10-28T00:03:00.004+08:00

OH MY GAWD.

lol im freaking lazy to post man. and i finally like, dragged myself to post. LOL. so reluctant right D: i saw my blogcounter drop as each day pass.. from 26 readers per day, to 22, to 20, to 19, and finally, 16. LOl.

alright, i've been spending my time pretty much shopping and going out this long weekend, as fridays are my break and Monday was a holiday. i got many things which i wanted, crumpler bag, invis shield, earpiece, all on this weekend! im soo happy oooookay! (: and i wanna give a GREAT SUPER BIG THANK TO MY AUNTY LANDY. she paid for my $163 crumpler bag :/ so nice of her man. she said shes giving it for my birthday present! although it's so lateeee, but i really damn hell super like the bag. i freaking love it. thanks x100 aunty!

i went to shield my ipod-touch ytd with my cousin(MJ), and his friend. it looks pretty good after shielding. no more fears of scratches! =D here's a link to see how powerful it is. O_O!

click here on the following link:

Apple iPhone 3G scratch Test

it's really awesome, lol.

after that we went to Mad Jack's for dinner, then went to parklane for lan-ing. battlefield 2 special forces was so fun. lol. it's like, 20+ good guys vs 50+ enemies. and you keep re-spawning after 10s. damn hell cool. LOL. after that we headed to eat tau huay at somewhere near rochor. cheap and nice. ha!

we took the train home after that. =o

today we had a class gathering at topone, opposite bugis junction. i think kbox is better. hahaha. here many songs dont have de. D: boo. everyone had fun, and had some 'high' moments.. yeah. i dont have pictures with me. it's should be uploaded in maojie's or penghong's blog i think. ^^

right now, im having trouble adjusting the straps of my crumpler's bag. i dont know how to keep the extra neatly -_- oh man how am i going to bring to school tomorrow?! T____T i need some help over hereeeeeee *waves*

i have 9am class tomorrow ): i should sleep soon.

yea, this was the view i was saying.

marina square's food court!

my dear crumpler bag <3

2008-10-20T18:52:00.002+08:00

it's so warm
oh man it's so warm it's so warm it's so warm. RAHHH.

i just reached home!
the lecturer released like freaking early today O___O. class should end at 6pm but he released us at 4.15pm. wheee =D but lots of things to do for the week after next, when the other lecturer comes back -.-

went amk hub after class to find ahya and her friend, inping. hah. they looking at people catch toys at zone-x, so i went there cuz i got a sudden crave for bball. i broke my personal record once again ;D 675 for the orange machine le! ahya kept saying she want the toy but she didnt catch it.. poor thing D: i shall catch it for you when i have the cash! OKOK! (:

oh yeah, darkglamour project team is like taking up a web design job assignment! whee. we're getting paid the company, but i dont know whether we can manage or not because it's like a team of 3. haha. after i get the money i think i'll get my crumpler bag or my adidas shoes. YESSS! <3

today is the release date of the last ep of hotshot! im so gonnaa watch it. !!!!!! yeshhh. and i shall go for my dinner now and let it buffer. HOHOHO. stay tuned for pictures!

it's raining!

2008-10-20T11:37:00.003+08:00

it's raining!

hahah. what a weather to start a week with. makes me so sleepy x_x
i've been getting lazier and lazier to blog D: how how how? so many things to post but im just too lazy to say it all out in words.
having class at 2pm ltr.. project discussion at 1.15pm. hmm! better make this a fast one. needa prepare for school.

went out with jx and mj on saturday to town, we went to marina square and suntec. haha. looking around and shopping for presents and our own stuff. a PRESENT for SOMEONE. heheheh tt person u'll know what im talking abt. =X we went to marina square's food court for dinner, and the view is like, absolutely amazing for a food court. it's the first time i've been there, and i think i'll go there again to eat just to enjoy the view LOL. i have some pictures, will upload ;D after eating we went to suntec to arcade. and we left there when it was near 10.

we walked past 2 adidas shop.. and i saw the SHOES I WANTED. but both shops were.. CLOSED. UGHHHHHH i was soo disappointed ): maybe we shld've went there earlier before going to the arcade!! ah well. i can always go there again, right? =D

yesterday was a usual sunday like any sunday, i went to grandmas, and went grocery shopping at night. i bought a freaking huge box of kinder bueno. HAHAH. 10x2. can eat until i siao. XD bought pokka green teaaaaa too! it's one of my fav now :DD hehh!

okiee, i think i'll post up the pictures tonight. it's getting kinda late D: meeting mj at the station @ 12.30pm to buy our coursebook. hahah.

CYA! <3

LALALALALA.

2008-10-18T11:15:00.003+08:00

LALALALA.

hmmm, thursday was Madeleine's birthday, so we went to fish&co for lunch during our 3 hour break. after that we went to arcade, then went back to school. at night i went to catch toys again hahaha. i caught another pooh. i'll post a picture for that later. XD

yesterday, met maojie at dhoby to play pool, then met penghong and jx for movie in the evening. 20th century boys was a great show, but there're 3 parts to it! can't wait to watch them XD
and yeah, there's like a preview of the 2nd part after the credits. so dont run away first. =P

and yes!! i ordered starbucks for the first time in my whole entire life. HAHAH. be proud of meeeee =x i ordered ice blended caramel. ;o it was very niceeeeee. but it's $7 so i cant drink that often T___T

after that met ahyaaa at bishan, we went arcade to catch toys again haha. she want this want that but all so hard to catch one =x so i didnt catch for her.. pspspspsps to ahyaaa =X we hung out at macs tgt with maojie, jx and ph till almost midnight.. den i got scolded by my mum when i got home. lol. why so late!? blahblahblah. but i dont care. im old enough to thinkkkk. heheheh.

i didn't get my shoes yesterday, queensway was too far for us. shall check it out at sportslink when i have the time. ^_^ my adidas shoessssss D: rahhhhh.

im watching 'ima, ai ni yukimasu', the jap drama now. it's so touching until i started to tear ):

should i go out later? ;s

i dont have many pictures in my phone.. all are with maojie and penghong. visit their blogs for them hahaha. duno whether they all update already not.
Maojie
Penghong

魔杰座 ! hehhh!

2008-10-15T22:55:00.007+08:00

魔杰座 ! hehhh!

RAWRRR i finally got the album today. YESSSS. :D wait from last wk until now liao -___-'
the box is kinda cool, with so many changes in song name O___O! and WMP cant get any info on the album yet. =/ i took a picture!! below below ;D

6 hours of school today, and my morning lesson was more fun den expected! :D we're supposed to come up with a product, with a company name.. den blahblah. the idea generation was kinda hard though :S too many ideas the market already have le >_<' so we came up with.. something. =x will tell at a later date.. in case idea kana stolen. ha! the module marking is all based on projects. no tests! ^_^ depends on teamwork liaoo~ character rigging.. hmmm. after watching the video mr mike ng showed us, i think it's so damn tough to be a character TD. -.- i really feel like changing industry.. lol. the CG industry is really so damn xiong D: but what to dooooo? i also dont know :/ *confused* then, today on the way home after collecting my cd, i went to the arcade with joel cuz hes waiting for his friend den he nth to do so follow me see me play hahaha. after not touching bball for 2 days, my speed dropped greatly for the first round. but managed to pick it back after the 2nd time, and broke the record. hahaha. 1022 ;)!

tts all! i have long day tomorrow. 9am-6pm. D: a 3hr from 1pm-3pm.
can always sms me if you're bored like i will be tomorrow (:

and,
time for pictures!

FRONT

BACK

oh yeah. the tictac is giant sized box. lol. bought from other country de. can compare with my itouch -.- it's rly quite big LOL. even the capsules are abnormal size.

Click here to visit MaoJie's Blog

2008-10-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

cookies
hmmm! :D
munching on the cookies moon bought back from japan. hahaha.
at first it's kinda bitter, but the second piece taste is starting to taste sweet? the taste is coming out slowly. LOL. *amazed by the cookies*

school ended at 12pm today, went home after lunch. dota-ed, drama-ed, SLEEP. hahaha. woke up around 6pm, dota-ed again. i think im going back to become a dota addict again :/ since i dont have much time to go to the arcade anymore and my parents dont like me to be there so often. but i wont give up team dreamstars! my fellow dreamers <3 heheheh.

tomorrow i have marketing and character rigging class.. ending at 3pm~ lalalaa.
and yup, pretty much like this. XD

Some pretty youtube vids below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QWNoiVrJDsE - cute lil 6 year old girl who sings well :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMH0bHeiRNg - evolution of dance

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muLIPWjks_M - the ninja cat (i think many ppl see b4 alr)

enjoy! ;D

ah, new start?

2008-10-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

ah, new start?

haha. it's the first day of a brand new sem. hmmm today was kinda short, intro and stuff only. tomorrow will 9am-12pm lessons. *rolls eyes* wonder what should i do after that. going home seems kinda boring.. D:

touched maya today after like damn hell lotsa weeks. LOl. but everything looks kinda familiar still so i-think-it's-ok. i THINK. =x tomorrow i'll have visual effects and animation programming, i hope it isn't that tough like the module name T___T sounds cool though. hahaha.

met up with nu er, mj, jx, boon for lunch today. heheh. nth much happened except boon eng split some tomato sauce on himself ;x eeeeep.!

i guess my life will be kinda boring when school is starting already. so, dont hope for anything interesting that often >_<' i'll try to post pictures when i can though. heeeeeee x)

yup. im off for now.

i flooded my msn nick with colours. MUAHAHA.

SCHOOOOOOOOOL!

2008-10-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

SCHOOOOOOL!

hmmm yeah. a new sem is starting! like in 13 hrs time? XD
pretty excited, and pretty not excited though. LOL. doesnt make sense D:

im scared that it'll be pretty stressed this sem, cause it's year3 next year. attachments, final year proj, all will start coming in. and after tt is end of poly life alr. arghhh. with my current GPA it's impossible to go to uni T___T i needa work doubly hard.
(you can cheer for me on my tagboard) LOL =S

- argh.
this morning i just had an argument with my parents. they didn't want to let me go genting with mj during the nxt 2 wks hols. sigh. my dad kept asking me what im gonna do there. arcade? pool? bowling? he said everything could be done in Singapore. i agree, but it was more of like a short-term escape from SG and my home. sometimes we needa break from this place right? ._. somemore the trip is with friends, much more freedom.

- shopping
anyway, went out with ph, mj and jx for shopping in the evening. haha. spent quite a lot of money D: we just got our pay today ;D so i think it's ok to spend la hor? =x although i've already spent like $498 on my itouch -.- yeah.
it was a fun day out x)

nights all, sleep well everyone esp those who're having sch tomorrow. x)
take care!

2008-10-12T02:27:00.002+08:00

lalala. im gonna sleep! (:
just finished dota-ing..

i earned 15 bucks just now. LOL.
wondered how i earned it? =X

i earned it by helping my auntie wash her toilet and vaccum her floor. NO JOKE. LOLOL.
it's kinda fun. cures my boredom when im there. haha. and extra $ to spend too!

i really want my crumpler bag but it's so damn hell expensive. argh.
alright, going to my dreamland time. :)

nights all!

BOOOOOOO

2008-10-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

BOOOOOOO.

hmmm, im at my cousin's place now ): im bored to hell. no games here. AT ALL. i wanted to bring my lappy over but i got tricked by my dad again. ): he said the car wouldnt have space for my lappy because it will be pretty squeezy as we'll be fetching my cuz's family. rawwrr it always happens!

i shall not listen to him next time. ;)

just now had dinner with family and relatives.
my uncle treat!
ate prawns, crabs, mussels, tofu, fish.. blahblahblah! alot more. im sure the bill is very ex. hahah. a lot of seafood.

during dinner my dad and my cousins were laming around. all the lame jokes also fly out le -.- LOL! had kinda good laugh. the last dish, coconut jelly came and after finish we go off liaosss.

sch is reopening on monday, i dont know whether is it good or bad.. haha. i was kinda looking forward to school, as work is so boring. but now work is over and im enjoying and slacking all day, kinda dun wish to go to school again. T__T aargh!
but nevermind, there's something to look forward to next holidays, going to genting with mj's family and others! i hope my parents will agree to it man. i really wanna gooooo ._. im still in the process of psycho-ing them anyway ;x hope it'll go well. muahahha.

i have no pictures to upload now..
i know you're getting bored!

i'll try to think of sth to amuse you guys. I WILL TRY. hahahaha. cannot bao zheng though =xx
*runs off*

2008-10-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

yoohoo! ;D

had a great day with the class today. =D
especially the movie and lan. hahaha!
connected was a great movie. i dont mind watching it again! (: poor bingyuan had to watch the second time with us today.
and blur me, i bought 16 tickets when there's only 15 people. zz. i had to ask jx to rush down T_T

and yeah, we went to the arcade too! light, jet, and melvyn played mt3, den mj, jx, zk, zy played bball. hahaha. me and mj broke our team's tagging record. whee!

we split into 2 groups for dinner cause our grp is too big. after dinner go parklane chiong lan already. (:

i summarized the day into such a short paragraph cause immm kinda tired :/
shall post again tomorrow? (:

nights all ^_^

2008-10-10T00:03:00.004+08:00

hmmm, the start and end of another day. :)

i had a great day today! :D

met up with wongkaiying (ky) =x and friends for lunch @ far east today, ate ljs :P after that went to buy clothes with mj and jx :) bought a new black shirt!! it's in the machine now and i forgot to take a pictureeee ): it's kinda ex though. $49.90. =/

after that went to merdian for pool, played 6 games and i won 4. HAH. =x mj won 3 games and jx didnt win any. =( unlucky jx. hahah! shot a black ball and got a instant lose. D:

after that went to arcade @ ps as usual, and got my record broken again. it's 1055 now! ;) woohoo~ xDD looking forward to get 1100, if it's possible. kinda hard actually. but i'll try my best. my dear dreamers, jiayou!

and aw, the jay's album didn't arrive today. D: it'll be delayed till 15th oct? =(( i was so looking forward to it. >_<'! but ah well! patience! x)

tomorrow's the DET 0803 outing. =D hope the outing will be a fun and memorable one. ha!

left (D4rkd0me), right (Ragefire)

2008-10-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

updateeee! :)

isn't my blog song nice? LOL! waiting for his album release. SOOOO SOON. tomorrow? or maybe the day after if it's delayed. x)

oh yeah, today was my last day of work @ HDB hub! pssssst. and i took halfday off my last day. LOLs. and, the good thing is, i WONT BE SO BORED and keep falling asleep while coding my surveys again -.- the bad thing is.. i'll miss my friends there =/

now can stay at home and watch dramas le =DD and go out! heheh ;D

i shall post some random pictures later. hehehe.

afternoon, me, jx and mj took halfday off, actually wanted to play pool at merdian shopping centre. budden it started to rain while we were buying tickets @ cathay -.- so we went to e2max to play LAN instead. team fortress 2, quite a fun game to play. haha. cartoon cartoon de. boon and my dear moon came to find us abt 5+. we bought tickets for eagle's eye. it was quite a good show! unique storyline lol. never watch such a show with such a special storyline before. ;s

i didnt finish my popcorn.. and mj drink half of my drink i also dont know.. no wonder it finished so fast -_-'

after that we went back to ps for abit of bballing, then went for dinner @ ps's kopitiam ;D i had hokkien meeeee! not bad man. you guys should go try haha. ^_^ ok den after that we went home already. it's time for some random pics now. hahahh.

me and mj drawed on this cause we were too sians. LOl. xy and yl bought this (;

rebecca, my supervisor gave me, mj and jx, 2 muffins each!

2008-10-05T23:29:00.005+08:00

yawnnn ): im so tired.

and yay, moon is back *hugs*

im watching ep1 of " ima, ai ni yukimasu. " now xD kian say the show is niceee. hahaa. watching it on veoh :O

just now dinner @ sakae was damn funny! hahah. myeong jun ordered a Cha Soba, which is like green plain noodles and looks like the first picture below. he told the waiter: '"1 Cha Soba please", and my bro and I immediately laughed.

sounded so like char siew ba? LOL. ordering char siew ba in jap restaurant rofl ;x he said i was mad. LOL.

maybe i should sleeeeep soon. my eyes are closing @___@ and something happened to my itouch today. i synced it wrongly and all my songs went missing. argh -.-' so blur right. D:

hmmm i guess i should get some sleep real soon. tomorrow still have work. but is saikang day i guess. :S

nights all!

<- Cha Soba! LOLOL!

22 coloured plates xD

and my brother behind. LOl.

2008-10-05T15:12:00.003+08:00

ahhhh. such a warm afternoon although it just rained just now :(

hmmm, going down to sunshine plaza later with myeong jun, also known as MJ to check out the invisible shield their selling for itouch. i have 3 MJs i know -_- so i have to start using their names instead of their initials. hahaha.

at night having dinner @ sakae with some of my relatives and cousins! yippieee~ ;D

changing my blog song pretty soon. listen until sian already right? @___@!

and yeahh! all my friends who went for jap for a week are coming back today!! :DD

2008-10-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

went out with maojie today. met him in the afternoon at j8. we went to buy lollipop den went to arcade for about an hour, then went to buy milktea and sat outside the library to chitchat. the place; reminds me of so many things.
i dont know what to say about it, but once i walk past there everything just comes into mind. i believe in myself that i'll forget, i trust myself that my decision of ending it all was the only thing i could do. well, not ME ending it actually.
like what people always tell me -
do what you think is right; follow your heart.

things change, people change. and i know i changed. for the better or for the worse, i dont know. but i know that im happier compared to last time.
my friends, especially my dear dreamers, dg, ah-ya, mel tan, nu er, thank you guys so much for being there for me.

sorry for this emo post that you're reading my dear reader.

and, i know i have many silent readers cuz i just placed a visitor tracker for each unique ip somewhere in this page.
you guys don't tag -.- WHY?

-the endddddd-

when one loves, there is always a risk of hate.

2008-10-03T00:32:00.005+08:00

hmmm, it should be time for me to sleep.
shall go and sleep after this post.

i seriously got hooked by arcade so much that im playing 2 games hardcore now.
basketball and the UFO catcher. uggh.
tomorrow's class dinner, undecided whether to go or not. heard that the food suck. shall let dreamers decide. ahah.

tudi, determination strong to get back your 2nd position eh? try hard man, you need to be accurate and fast. you lack of quite a lot of accuracy now. you can do it de, jiayou.

there're so many things i wanna buy man. suddenly money is just not enough. lol.
crumpler bag, earpiece, itouch invis shield, blahblahblah.. all will cost like freaking hundreds of dollars. if i buy them i'll be spending more than 1k in less than 2 weeks -.- that's freaking lot. @__@

work in 8 hrs time again.. :/ boreddd. T___T zhe kai and junhao are having their last day at work tomorrow. taking photooooooos before they go off.

sorry stelluh i didn't chat with ya when i came back from dinner. i had stuff to do D: talk to ya soon.
and moon, i misssss you ): waiting for your return on sundayyy! have lotsa things to tell you. hope you're having funnn there ((:

and yeah, guess im off to sleep.

2008-09-30T22:08:00.008+08:00

i am bored and since i has nothing to do now i shall post! :)

today work was really boring. lol. kept looking forward to the end of the day cause tomorrow is a public holiday! wooooohooo :D

i went to arcade after work to play bball, broke another record. 1005 again. -.- lol. now 2 machines got 1005 as their scores. wahahha. BY MEEEE. x)

on the way out, i found out im left with a $1 coin. so i went to play the catch toy machine. i played once then i get a mickey ALREADY O____O

after that i got hooked by it. LOL. i went to change money and play again. i got a pooh after 2 tries. but i exchanged it for a stitch x) i loveeee stitches. after tt i wanna get a pooh again, but i cannot get already. lol. it was too harddd D: blahs! i met a uncle there, hes damn pro with catching toys and he gave me some tips. thanks uncle! you're great! hahaha. ty for the mentos-es TOO!

we had some random chats about the toys and the current teens liking STITCHes. hahah!

woah, the post looks better with colours eh? i shall add more of them next time. brighten the post up :D

here's a picture of my darlings!
im giving the mickey to mel tan wx ;)
thank you mel, for the support and encouragements you've been giving me all along.

I promise, i'll cherish you as my dearest sis no matter what.

2008-09-29T23:05:00.005+08:00

waaaa! im so busy that i didnt post for a week! D:
my blog is dead. and so is my tagboard T___T

im busy over soo many things. some of my events..
1. WORK
2. Busy exploring my iTouch
3. Faustin's birthday
4. Basketball training

some things i wanna say
- grats fellow dreamers in team dreamstars for their excellent performance and improvement in for training :)
- grats maojie for opening a blog!
- happy belated birthday to Faustin!
- i love my ipod touch. LOL.

i got my dearrr ipod touch!
ok..
i got my ipod touch. im so damn happy. lol. i expected to get it after i work, but i couldnt wait so i went to istore to order it online. MUAHAH. i ordered on 25th and it arrived by 27th in the morning. so damn happy man! i was bathing that time and maojie was at my place.. and dingdong.. apple man standing outside. LOL! i really love my ipod touchhh.
maojie, you're so tempted to get one. RIGHT? :D

i have so many things to post
i have too many things to post, and i forgot so many things -.- lol. mind is a total blank noww. @___@

- i shall come back again soon!

p.s. smart little stelluhh.` grow up quickkkkk! xD

2008-09-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

hahah tagboard suddenly flooded! thanks all for the suggestions x) shall reply here. :D

jx: yeah that one not bad!
sy: annar -.- i still considering :D
boon: LOL ok!
nu er: ya lor i also think so! LOLX
KL: haha okokok! tq!
derek: ni qu si laaaaaa! HAHAH. =s i know u cut b4 lololol.

hmmmm yup. all replied :D

today was okayokay. i didnt really complain tired. haha.
we were more like troubled over what to eat for lunch today lol. we had fast food for like so many days! den koufu also sure a lot of ppl -.- so we went to a nearby coffeeshop to eat. airconditioned one o_o. me and jx had chicken rice, zk and mj had wanton noodles, xy and yl (a girl just joined working with us not long ago) had noodles. hahah. the food was.. not really good or okok i guess? =/ not really that nice though.

i wanna get my haircut and get a dye too! wheeeeeee.
i wanna get my ipod touch/creative x-fi. i still dont knw which one to get. feel lyk ipoding though.
i wanna get.. crumpler bag! HAHA. but that will burn off all my salary if i get ipod and this. -.-
and lastly.. i wanna get.. something special (:

i get confused though. can you make it clearer if it really is? D:

2008-09-21T00:57:00.004+08:00

why?
argggggggggh.

today's a fun day anyway. (:

i love going out.
i love not thinking about anything.
i love thinking about basketball.
i love my friends.
i love team darkglamour.
i love team dreamstars.

i hate myself for thinking so much.
i hate myself for being over-sensitive.
i hate myself for hating myself.

change; i must.
not for the better for the worse, but for myself.